Today's ThoughtsI can't wait !1 At the moment I have nothing to do in class so I'm typing this journal. Thanks for all you people who've come to my site. It makes me feel important. ---------Tear-------
Katherine-elizabeth
L.
Ferguson
"Fear""Why do I fear the world?" I fear it because I am alone. Alone in a world! With no one to hold onto. Fear consumes me"Fear"
Till my heart is about to burst. Fear! "Why do I fear the world?" I fear it because I am alone. No one to love. No happiness to give! In a world, Where people like me die! Using a steel blade to cut away the pain. Fear, it masks my emotions, From everyone who might care. Allowing no one to see The pain in my eyes! My blood pouring to the ground,
And I still fear I'll be alone. "Why do I fear the world?"
No
The Dark"Why is it so cold sittin' here in the dark?" I sit cryin' cause I'm alone! Alone in the dark, no warmth here. Sayin' he still loves me. Blamin' myself for bein' alone. My heart hurts as I see his lies. I try to keep on goin', But life is so hard when your alone. "So Why is it so cold sittin' here in the dark?" He's gone my heart's turned to ice. My eyes like snow as I look out at the world, And ask "Why is it so cold sittin' here in the dark?" Love is gone and death's come knockin' at the door. The door of my heart forever broken. "Why is it so cold sittin' hThe Dark
Friends Don't Last Forever"Dost thou thinketh me blind!"Friends Don't Last Forever
That I have mine eyes with which to see thy hatred of me!
Befriend me not for thou thy was a friend is a friend no more. Thy sorrow is thine pain. Thy glory is in thine soul. A better friend thine was but is no more!
An Ordinary WorldAn ordinary man in an ordinary world This is something I shall never be Because a simple man I have never been And it is not a simple world I see Riddles within riddles and puzzles without end Are the mazes within my mind I see with more than my heart and eyes Yet somehow I feel forever blind It is the simple things that amaze me so Precious little moments that give me pause It is not that they confuse me much But rather are revelations without cause A child's laughter, full of innocence and joy Hold for me definition beyond what is seen Instead of enjoying thAn Ordinary World
AloneTo lose something that once was had.Alone
To unleash that which was once grasped.
Will pierce thy heart with unsharp knife. Digging deep in search of life and cut out that which once was bright
and cover up thy light of love
debaucheryFaith and Love have gone away. Debauchery the word du jour.debauchery
All loveis gone. God took it with Him. To a place beyond this world of Sin.
It's 3am
I've been drinking again. Got a body full of poison
and a mind full of sin.
I'd cut myself
but for lack of knife I travel on and on and on
Already Missing YouWhen I dream I search for bliss.Already Missing You
Thoughts of love
I'll never tire.
I love a girl
I've never kissed.
And thoughts of such I should retire.
I'll resign myself to cold hard facts.
But maybe someday I'll look back and think about this day.
And get your name tattooed on me "The One That Got Away"
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The fox condemns the trap, not himself.
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Here I wait, my anger ready and my heart a blaze, come in if you wish to taste the physical sensation of my pain
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If you came for love, you won't find it here. For there is no such thing on this unholy place. So leave, leave me be...
-Walks back into the shadows leaving behind a rose and a trail from his bloody tears-
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